奇's profile忘憂島日志PhotosBlogListsMore  |  Tools Help |
|
January 17 I've Never Been To me一首柔美致极的歌曲《I've Never Been To me》（未曾有自我）无歌词吟唱版 I've Never Been To me这首歌早在1977即由美国女歌手夏琳(Charlene)灌唱，其后也曾经数次重录，或许是发行公司财力不够。宣传无门，问世没有多久就销声匿迹。终于本歌在1982年被一位电台DJ发掘，在自己的节目中密集的播放，从而老曲新红，一年后拿下全美排行榜第三和英国第一的好成绩。但是夏琳(Charlene)本人的星途却远非一帆风顺，另外唱了一些歌都反响平平，1980年代中期就彻底消失歌坛了。不过这首未曾有自我(I've Never Been to Me)却一直传唱至今，成了夏琳唯一的一首畅销曲 ... I've Never Been To me Hey lady, you lady, cursing at your life You're a discontented mother and a regimented wife I've no doubt you dream about the things you'll never do But, I wish someone had talked to me Like I wanna talk to you..... Oh, I've been to Georgia and California and anywhere I could run I took the hand of a preacher man and we made love in the sun But I ran out of places and friendly faces because I had to be free I've been to paradise but I've never been to me Please lady, please lady, don't just walk away 'Cause I have this need to tell you why I'm all alone today I can see so much of me still living in your eyes Won't you share a part of a weary heart that has lived million lies.... Oh, I've been to Niece and the Isle of Greece while I've sipped champagne on ayacht I've moved like Harlow in Monte Carlo and showed 'em what I've got I've been undressed by kings and I've seen some things that a woman ain't supposed to see I've been to paradise, but I've never been to me [spoken] Hey, you know what paradise is? It's a lie, a fantasy we create about people and places as we'd like them to be But you know what truth is? It's that little baby you're holding, it's that man you fought with this morning The same one you're going to make love with tonight That's truth, that's love...... Sometimes I've been to crying for unborn children that might have made me complete But I took the sweet life, I never knew I'd be bitter from the sweet I've spent my life exploring the subtle whoring that costs too much to be free Hey lady...... I've been to paradise, (I've been to paradise) But I've never been to me (I've been to Georgia and California, and anywhere I could run) I've been to paradise, never been to me (I've been to Neice and the isle of Greece while I've sipped champagne on a yacht) I've been to paradise, never been to me (I've been to cryin' for unborn children that might have made me complete) I've been to paradise, never been to me (I've been to Georgia and California, and anywhere I could run) I've been to paradise, never been to me 无题 人的一大悲哀便是早在思维尚且健全,意识尚且明晰的情况下, 无端端地丧失了表意能力. 开始学会絮絮叨叨地说一些空洞的,无谓的废话. 虽言之无物,却仍乐此不疲. 通常这种情况发生在太多烦恼或是全无烦恼的时候: 烦恼太多导致千头万绪, 语言无法组织, 毫无烦恼则引发无病呻吟, 有病的时候呻吟惯了, 没病的时候当然也要哼哼几声方才心安.
很多问题, 在没有问题的时候格外显得象个问题, 在出现大问题的时候则可以被完全忽略或者不值一提. 所以不知道是该希望有些大问题以调剂一下味如嚼蜡的生活还是继续和那些层出不穷的所谓琐碎问题锱铢必较. 这种心态完全可以被中肯地归纳为一种犯贱的心态, 惟恐天下不乱,惟恐经历不够跌宕起伏,曲折离奇, 不甘平静. 但通常脆弱如我, 一旦人生经历开始跌宕时, 又会变得辗转反侧,犹疑不决,患得患失. 杭州人常说轻船装不了重货, 说的就是我.
记得早年看的一本杂志上介绍, 人如果在年初将自己的烦恼列个清单记录下来,到了年末回头审视,所谓的年前的烦恼,大都不复存在或是丧失了其赖以存在的要素. 那是某些身心健康的先贤达人们的自我疗法.对于我这个深度心理疾病患者是白搭: 烦恼不会从工厂生产流水线的第一环节开始挨个等着加工,然后来到下一环节,最后直至消亡. 新烦旧恼会不断的联姻,会合纵,会连横, 一个烦恼的解决往往会以产生另一个更大的烦恼为代价.
学会自省,不见得是件好事, 曾子曰:吾日三省吾身,是句屁话, 做人没事省那么多干吗, 尤其在别人都不省的时候. 凡是精神病患者都是一个个自省省出来的, 在和别人对省失效后,开始和上帝省,和另一个世界的自己省......... 张扬,率性是当下的主流, 看看那些张书嘉们, 钟建宏们,单靠自省能走到今天创智五强?
说多了, 睡觉.
|
|
|
